New year

It seems like you still plan to be part of my life in 2016.

What will the new year have in store for us? Is it possible we write it differently this time?

All I can do right now is to steel myself from what possible hurt this decision will bring. I'm also choosing to hope that things will be better. To stay optimistic that giving you another chance will not be a step back to what I've been trying to do for myself.

You are part of my dreams and I'm moving towards all manner of chasing after my dreams. 

I hope I will see the good man I know you are.