Are we starting over

You've made my heart stop.

You just started talking to me about coming over.

Early morning emails

I received one of your early morning emails again today. The personal kind, with a rather intimate content to say the least.

What’s going through your head? What is this you’re starting?

Vanity

The more time that I give it, the more I have grown to convince myself that I am not right for you.

Why do I feel that I am inferior? Inadequate.. Not good enough. 

The choice

This might take up a bit more space than usual because there's something I truly wish I could talk to you about -- wishing I'd be able to hear your thoughts, too, but I guess this will have to do.

My decision to stay -- choosing to continue to keep you in my life -- is slowly becoming a lonely choice.

New year

It seems like you still plan to be part of my life in 2016.

What will the new year have in store for us? Is it possible we write it differently this time?